Humans

Adapting isn't easy.
Finding friends good friends isn't easy.
Nak makan pun susah *cries*
hahaha ni gurau je tapi slightly true. Duit oh duit 

Praises to Allah, i am now furthering my studies in accountancy at INTEC College. Yeah the one i applied scholarship for tapi tak dapat and daftar as a private student. Oh well, rezqi masing masing. Sebenarnya panjang ceritanya. Bukan terus masuk INTEC ni. Ada la drama air mata, sudah tentu. Haha that was a tough phase tbh.

It's been nearly 3 months. And surprise surprise... I still haven't adapted fully into this new world. 
Yelah, suasana baru, not a biah soleh wa musleh dah. Orang baru ada 1001, perangai pun ada 1001. Gosh.
And i am that timid shy girl who isn't really friendly. ( I am actually. Kalau dah kenal rapat, aku la paling banyak cakap do)
(Eh tapi tu bukan friendly la kalau dah rapat baru nak gila gila) WHATEVER. HAHAHA

The thing is, i still don't have that weh-teman-pergi-toilet-jap/jom-pergi-makan-laparlah kinda friend. That type of friend, ish faham tak.  Susah senang bersama friend? 

Or is it too early to conclude as so? One of my friend said, it's still early. "Lama lama nanti jumpa la kawan yang you cari tu" Huu tapi sampai bila? Merana sis. Ceh

Hal kawan kawan ni, i don't reallyyyy care.. Boleh tolak tepi la sebab memang kita tak boleh berharap sangat dengan orang ye anak anak. People will soon leave us. I'm sick of it actually. Kita sayang lebih lebih, tapi dia biasa biasa je kawan dengan kita. Itu bezanya kawan fillah, dengan kawan sebab...takde sebab. Lain okay? *flips tudung*

The thing is, when you enter college/university, you WILL realize that Allah is all you need. At times when you have no one to comfort you during you bad days, He is always there for you. Nangislah dalam sujud and dalam doa. I assure you will be much more calmer. 

Sebab bila duduk jauh dari family & friends that you rely on, you will realize that. And when you do, don't let that chance pass by. Be grateful that you still remember He who created you, because that means you still have iman. Ada je kan orang ada problem, tapi cari alternative lain. So when you get that feeling, jangan abaikan :)

Aaaaaa membebel je aku ni hahaha tapi betul ni. Please take note heee 

Nevertheless, good luck in life, humans. It's a tough ride. 
Now i realize why people want to stay in school forever. Hehe school life is da bomb :')

 p/s: seronoknya dapat tulis blog lagi ahaks

#IV2 Program Professional Akauntan Muda A (Yayasan Peneraju)

Peace be upon you dear readers that i barely know haha ;)

About a week ago, i went to another assessment test + interview session.
This time it was for the Program Professional Akauntan Muda (PPAM) [Kategori A] under Yayasan Peneraju.

If you would like to get some info about this program, you could google it simply (i'm bff with the google. I google EVERYTHING hahaha) or you guys can hop to this blog
I read the blog before i went to mine. The owner (farhanah, hi hi hehe) wrote a lil bit of an intro about this program. I'm not reaallly in the mood to do so. maafkan patik 

Alright so this interview thingy consists of 3 things; English test, Mathematics test and the big part that everyone including myself are worried about, the interview.

As soon as you get into the INTEC Library, you'll have to register your name and take your panel number (it's for your interview afterwards) and go into this small seminar room. Sit down, have a chat with other people and keep calm. Hehe i had this very content feeling, knowing that everyone in that room are going to be, sooner or later, an accountant, insyaAllah kalau depa memang minatlah hahaha. But it freaks me out too, knowing that they are all my opponents. I heard some of the boys talking something like: "Where are you from? SBP or normal school?" I was like-- whatttt bruhhh. You don't ask someone liddat. Kinda harsh you know. What normal school? Heh

Oh in that room you will be hearing a short brief about the whole process of that day. Right after that, you will asked to go to the other side of the library, which is like a computer lab or something? Haaa you gonna take the tests in there.

OMG THE TESTS (for me lah at least) easy peasy lemon squeezy!
But, you need to be extra careful. Especially for the English test. It's similar to the SPM paper really. They give you 25 questions, consisting of passages and you have to answer the questions based on the extract. Like comprehension.

Senang senang pun, i dapat sikit je hah. Malu lak. Jangan over confident adik adik hahaha
The maths test on the other side, i nailed it! Senang guys, don't worry. Cuma soalan last tu pasal addmaths haa so get ready.
(I have the confident to say it's easy because they give you the marks right away hehehe so you will know how much you've done)

Once you finish both of the tests, it's break time. So go get some food and fresh air. There's a cafe near the library. (Directions: Turn right after you exit the library. Then, walk across the main road and you'll see some tables and chairs. The cafe's there. You're welcome haha)

Around 12:30-ish, get yourselves to Block VW, and over there is where the interview war will begin. Dupdapdupdap But there will be a briefing about Yayasan Peneraju first. For you and your parents especially.

THEN, AFTER THAT YOU WILL BE GOING TO WAR. HAHAHA
AND THE REST IS HISTORY!
I'm kinda dissapointed at myself after sitting for that interview.
So here's some tips i could share, so you guys won't do the same mistakes as i did.

1. Prepare yourself mentally
If you're like me, a sensitive gal eheh, please pleaseee be strong for that day. If you get a laid back panel, that's fine. But i got myself a kinda strict one. Geez. They really just want to provoke you to see whether you're confident of yourself or not. But i failed at that. Oh man, thinking about it makes me feel so.....

2. Prep yourself with notes
So you won't lose your words. like i did ahah

3. Do your research
Read about CAT and ACCA and ask yourself why do you want to take CAT and ACCA. Ask and have a answer prepared of course hahah don't just ask yourself hahahaha
i read a little, so i kinda died in there -___-

4.Speak english fully
Just try okay guys?

5. Pray and pray and pray
<3 <3 <3 

Oh btw the interview is not that difficult. They just want to know about yourself and why do you want to pursue in CAT/ACCA. Oh and bring your file of achievements along (i didn't though. I never knew i had too LOL) because maybe the panels want to take a look at your certificates.

As soon as you step out of the room, you can go home.
The End :)

Good luck xx

Lotsa love,
샤히다

#IV1 PNB SCHOLARSHIP 2016 ((SPM 2015))

Hi readers, peace be upon you :)

It's finally that phase. The phase of going to interviews and tests, to determine your future.

Lol okay not your future, that's way toooo big. Emm, maybe to get a picture of your future?

Well i guess i can say so.

So it's been a month and five days since the SPM result came out. And Alhamdulillah, I got an email from PNB, one of the scholarship i applied as a respond from my application saying that I have to sit for a written test all awaaay in Penang.

And of course i had to go. Ikutkan hati mana nak pergi huahua but you know, ikut hati, mati. 

But i selalu ikut cakap hati, macam mana? Hahaha haih okay BACK TO THE MAIN THING.

My test was scheduled at 11.30 am but i came early with my mum. When i say early, i mean like 7.00 am. We took the train, that's why. Hours pass by, skip all the waiting and boredom and anxiousness, and my time has come to enter the hall. 

To make it clear, there are 3 sets of questions you have to answer, all in 20 minutes. 

So 20minutes x 3 = 1 hour+ briefing = 1 hour and a half

1. Verbal Reasoning ( i think this is the name of the paper, don't quite remember )

This test is kinda like an English test. But it's more than that. They want you to think. Like critical thinking hahaha agak agak dah 4 bulan tak sekolah, macam mana la nasib *cries* 

They give you passages, and for each passage, there are 2,3 questions. Oh, btw it's a MCQ paper. So there will be options-- A B and C. No worries :) I can't say much, you have to look at the paper yourself, or go on google and checkout the format. You could also do the test, to test your power hehehe 

2. Numerical Reasoning [18 questions in 20 minutes]

Literally, it's mathematics. So get your guns out, and be prepared.

 It's mathematics but with a sprinkle of economic, business related questions. Siapa ambik ekonomi asas dulu, ada advantage la sikit. SIKIT JE. Yang penting kena faham soalan nak apa, because it's all in english and i've been learning maths in BM for the past two years. But you'll do well. You can do some revision too, online. Just hit the google site, okay? 

3.Diagrammatic something something  (sorry, i barely know it's name, my bad!)

This test, is like the aptitude test we all took back in 2010 { UPSR } they give you shapes, and you have to determine which goes next in the sequence. That's all. 

And that's a wrap. You can go home right after you finish the test. Next stage = INTERVIEW!

Wish me luck xx

Lotsa love, 

샤히다

P/S: I have another test+interview next week. For Yayasan Peneraju :) Will blog it too insyaAllah 

Diy #1 Decorated Jars

I was bored, and then this idea popped out.
(i was planning to do this for a while actually. no time *tipu gila*)

So all you need for this mini DIY project are :

                                                                        1. Sharpies

Most of these are my sisters. Or maybe all of them. You see, I don't really invest in sharpies because why should I? My sis is a major collector.

                                                            2. Unused jars/pots/vases 

I used a empty Prego's spaghetti sauce jar, and two mini vases that i got from a wedding. If you want to get fancy, buy mason jars. Those look effortless the same  cute.

3. Creativity

God granted us with this. Each of us. We just need to be confident of what we're doing...but don't get overconfident though. You'll mess up :p

AND TADAAAAAA! HERE'S THE END RESULT.

purple-lilac polka dots + hearts

This is one of the vase i got from a wedding quite a while ago. It's in a triangular shape, so i drew different yet similar pattern on each side.

Ain't it gorgeous? I'm proud of myself *eventhough i just drew some random polka dots on it*

I think i'm gonna do a cat print after this. 

Wish me luck haha xx

 

Lotsa love,
 샤히다

This will change your life my dear

Like seriously?? Will it?
For me, yeah of course.

Since i've been on my holidays, like since forever, my phone is totally my bae *cry laughs*
Yes, i'm kinda losing track of life. Not in a  bad way though. I still have my iman alhamdulillah
<3 <3 <3

It's just that back in the old days, my routine will be jam-packed. Like, literally no time to chill.
BUT NOW, i have so much of time yet nothing much planned out to do.

As soon as i wake up, I'll be searching for my phone first thing in the morning. Even though i have nil notification hahaha it's sad really. 
And when i'm ready to go to sleep, i'll surely browse thru everything.
For like the 100000 time. 

And i've been watching dramas and movies lately on my phone although you don't get the full amount of satisfaction but like i said, my phone is ma bae now. 
Hence, my arms are always aching because i have to hold up my phone throughout the movie/drama.
-___- 

the sacrifice, it's real.

Sooo, i came up with a simple diy ( not really a diy lol) more like a life hack that will help you out.
To prevent aches in my arms, and  to get the full of satisfaction, ( At least 70% satisfaction LOL) i'll will use one of these :

Yep, a cassette case and a frame holder thingy.
You can just put your phone there and wallah! Bye bye arm aching and all those bad things haha

Never used this method, bcos it's kinda unstable for a big phone like mine.

And there we go! A life hack that will change your life my love hahaha
Oh and btw, i never used the cassette one yet, but i think that one is much more stable and easy rather than the frame holder thingy..

ALRIGHT THAT'S ALL. Byeee

Lotsa love,
 샤히다

P/s: Dear future college me, please don't forget to bring one of these things along with you okay? From your waiting-for-exam-result self.

Xpress Spaghetti

Hi! Salam alayk :)

So i was actually waiting for the postman because i purchase something online.
I waited and waited, but nothing. I think I almost waited for 2 hours.
 Gosh the waiting killed me.

And then the clock eventually struck 12 :30 pm which means it's lunch time and because of the waiting process, i got hungry. Or maybe HANGRY.

Hungry + Angry = Hangry

And voila! I cooked something up. And I ought to share this with you.
Calling all lazy peeps and on-the-go people to try out this recipe that I learned from my mum.
It's reaaaaally easy ya know. And you don't need much.

Instant mushroom soup, carrots, capsicum, cheese, seasoning- black pepper, oregano, salt and garlic.

If you want more of the greens, then just put them in. I didn't bother coz I'm too lazy to chop them up.
And for the cheese, I don't really remember what cheese my mum put in, but i guess any cheese will do. I used mozzarella because that's all i have haha

You ain't eating spaghetti if you don't have one!

Make sure you cook the spaghetti well. I made a little burn in there. Oh well. hahaha
Oh and put salt or oil in the boiling water when you're cooking it.
Don't ask me why, i don't know! : P

1- Put some oil ( olive oil or vegetable oil will do) in your pan
2- Then, throw in your garlic and veggies and seasoning and if you have chicken, put them in too!

It will look like this yaww

3- After a while, pour in your instant mushroom soup ( in liquid form okay guys? not powder)
 and just give it a stir.

4- Then, when the mixture is cooked nicely, ( you know when there are bubbles forming? Yeah, that means it's good to go) put in your ultimate ingredient which is S P A G H E T  T I !

p/s : Put in the cheese now. And taste. If it's bland, add the seasonings. 


... And it will look like this!

5- Serve it and gobble it down

Looks kinda pale and yucky, but it's easy and tastes fab! That's all i care hahaha

On the side note, if you want spaghetti with some gravy, just add water after the mushroom soup or maybe milk. Just follow your heart guys hehehe


The thing is about cooking or baking, you need to be creative.
Have a go and enjoy!

Lotsa love,
 샤히다

Happiness

Do things that makes you happy -Anonymous

I heart this quote.
I love it.
I live with it.
I am the quote.

The story is that i am effing stubborn
If i say A, I FREAKING MEAN A. 
Not A1 or A4. Just A.

So that's why i live with that quote. 
Everytime people forces me to do something i dislike, i'll be chanting this quote in my heart and finally, thru my mouth. Sorry but not sorry.

Although i am liddat, i can negotiate at some part of my life. Because i do have soft spots for some condition. 
E.g. i cannot stand people who pleads with a puppy face or... well thats just it. 
Im just negotiable with people who pleads LOL 

Throughout the previous december, i've been going through a major process of making decisions.

From post spm plans to uni choices. 
God, its hard.
With pressure.
And people around me not giving support.
It's hard. 
But alhamdulillah, i've went thru that phasee as soon as i stepped into 2016.

 Kinda not burdened anymore.
Life decisions are the worst.
 Wow, i'm speaking like an adult now.

 Oh are here are some tips to survive a mind- wrecking- decision- making phase from a humble me

 1- Talk to Allah. 
 Make tons of du'as. Do istikharah if you may. Make sure your heart is at peace

 2- Talk to human beings.
 To the person you trust. To the person you know will lift your spirit up. To the person who is positively motivational. To the person you love.

 3- Make a pros and cons list
 This is great. I did it and it was worth it. You can see the layout clearly and surely easier for you to make desicions.

 4- Be happy and optimistic with your final decision. Have lots of tawakkal and be at peace. 

 And there's that. I hope this will be useful for you there reading this and for me in the future.


Lotsa love,
 샤히다

Hello, it's me.

Hey guys! *as if there's anyone reading. But who cares*

It's been quite a while since i last put up a blog post right? I think it's year already.
Finally i'm done with my national exam SPM weheeeee *dance party* 
and it's been a month since i last sat for my exams.

Gosh skip that horrible throwback
So new year new me new blog spirit.
Hopefully.

 I know there's not a single human being reading this and i dont really care that much because my pure and sincere intention of getting this blog back alive is to get good use of my post spm holidays and just to do what i love. 

And apparently i loooove writing. It's been my passion since 3 years back. Its a way for me to release my worries and just pause this world for a min. Also a way for me to cherish da moments of my life and read it back when im older.
I hope ill be consistent though.

Thats the TOUGHEST PART. But insyaAllah i will try. 
May the power be with me! 

Oh and talking about power, here are some typical blog post abt my 2016 resolutions!

1- Be closer to Allah 
Do dhuha everyday. Kahfi on fridays. Mathurat every morning at least. Sadaqah.

2- Happier beside my family + friends
Lots had happen and that me became much moreeee stressed out and made me know my true colors--- an introvert. Dush
So i hope this year it will be nice.

3- Lose the damn weight
Soooo this particular one is kinda the most loyal resolution ever. Every year i must put this on list. Oh gosh. When am i gonna accomplish this. Hopefully this year. I realllly hope so.
 ( target : 5 kilos shed by march)

4 - .... 
Errr this one, is still empty. Hahaha
I dont reallly do resolutions list and so on but i know its good and positive.

Set your goal and be precise. 
May 2016 brings happiness and wash all the pain of 2015!

Lotsa love,
샤히다