Humans

Adapting isn't easy.
Finding friends good friends isn't easy.
Nak makan pun susah *cries*
hahaha ni gurau je tapi slightly true. Duit oh duit 

Praises to Allah, i am now furthering my studies in accountancy at INTEC College. Yeah the one i applied scholarship for tapi tak dapat and daftar as a private student. Oh well, rezqi masing masing. Sebenarnya panjang ceritanya. Bukan terus masuk INTEC ni. Ada la drama air mata, sudah tentu. Haha that was a tough phase tbh.

It's been nearly 3 months. And surprise surprise... I still haven't adapted fully into this new world. 
Yelah, suasana baru, not a biah soleh wa musleh dah. Orang baru ada 1001, perangai pun ada 1001. Gosh.
And i am that timid shy girl who isn't really friendly. ( I am actually. Kalau dah kenal rapat, aku la paling banyak cakap do)
(Eh tapi tu bukan friendly la kalau dah rapat baru nak gila gila) WHATEVER. HAHAHA

The thing is, i still don't have that weh-teman-pergi-toilet-jap/jom-pergi-makan-laparlah kinda friend. That type of friend, ish faham tak.  Susah senang bersama friend? 

Or is it too early to conclude as so? One of my friend said, it's still early. "Lama lama nanti jumpa la kawan yang you cari tu" Huu tapi sampai bila? Merana sis. Ceh

Hal kawan kawan ni, i don't reallyyyy care.. Boleh tolak tepi la sebab memang kita tak boleh berharap sangat dengan orang ye anak anak. People will soon leave us. I'm sick of it actually. Kita sayang lebih lebih, tapi dia biasa biasa je kawan dengan kita. Itu bezanya kawan fillah, dengan kawan sebab...takde sebab. Lain okay? *flips tudung*

The thing is, when you enter college/university, you WILL realize that Allah is all you need. At times when you have no one to comfort you during you bad days, He is always there for you. Nangislah dalam sujud and dalam doa. I assure you will be much more calmer. 

Sebab bila duduk jauh dari family & friends that you rely on, you will realize that. And when you do, don't let that chance pass by. Be grateful that you still remember He who created you, because that means you still have iman. Ada je kan orang ada problem, tapi cari alternative lain. So when you get that feeling, jangan abaikan :)

Aaaaaa membebel je aku ni hahaha tapi betul ni. Please take note heee 

Nevertheless, good luck in life, humans. It's a tough ride. 
Now i realize why people want to stay in school forever. Hehe school life is da bomb :')

 p/s: seronoknya dapat tulis blog lagi ahaks