I have learned, I am learning, I will learn

People come and go don't they?
And sometimes they go without saying a proper goodbye.


I learned earlier this week, that your friend won't be with you forever.
In this case, move somewhere else. Not die. But, still, it could be a reason.


And because of that, you have to be prepared for the worst.
My story is really complicated.
I have really really great friends. They are outstanding, smart, active in Co-curricular activities  and the list goes on.
And me, on the other hand, is a shy insecure girl I guess?
Why so negative huh ?


This year, well literally, these two months, I received a bunch of responsibility.
Prefect candidate and a Naqibah -- which is something so complicated to explain if you don't know what usrah is.


And my particular friend, who is now in a different school, is doing the same thing as me.
A prefect candidate and my co-naqibah mate.


I was quite excited to do these 'jobs' because I knew I have a  friend to do it with.
I felt that I am not alone doing of those things.


But now, it is totally different.
I'm not really doing all of these stuff  ALONE,
but my partner-in-crime, my buddy, my bestest friend has left me.
Buhoo.
How sad is that. Pfffft


And I am still shocked actually.


But wake up Me!
She's not always going to be around you. She has her own life ok ?
But Allah is.
Put trust in Allah.
He will help.
Okay? Now smile.
: )


Whatever it is, you gotta be strong girl!
Don't show your weakness.


Allah is with you.
He is testing you.
Put hope.


* np : More than fine - David Tobin *