Oh god after nearly 365 days later, i'm back. I'm back after i survived a year as a CAT student @intec *throws conffeti, brings in cake* hopefully i pass the exams though aamin aamin
And here i am, in my comfiest state, on my bed, typing away with ease. Alhamdulillah : D
And praises to Allah too, as i'm still breathing in this holy month of Ramadhan <3
Okay i really really want to record every bits of my college life, but seriously i don't have the time. I barely slept well thinking about exams and stuff. And i want to conclude my whole 2 semesters there, but really i can't say much other than with one word : bittersweet (with the ratio of 2:1) LOL
So, lets just talk about happy things. Im trying to be damn positive these days. They say positivism attracts good stuff in life so leggo.
To start this happy ride off, it's been a week now since my semester break and i'm really happy with my current life schedule. IT'S THE LIFE I'VE BEEN DREAMING OF SINCE MAY 2016 LOL except the fact i have no wifi at home
*cries the longest river in malaysia*
My last post was about humans too, but that post was soooo full of negativity. So this part, imma gonna talk all about the sweetest humans i ever met.
My 8 faves.
Wallahi, i never felt this attached to a group of people ever.
Ever since 2013 happened, ever since i had a major breakdown of emotions (No, not a break up. Well it is a break up but not love as in love with the opposite gender, u get me right? HA SENANG CITE PUTUS KAWAN? maybe i can say it that way eventhough putus kawan is such a heavy term)
i became really hard to trust people, and accept people in my life. But then 2014 happened and i met a bunch of humans that i love my whole heart out.
It's true. Sometimes we need to learn to let go. To get better things in life. I let go of a best friend i once cherished so much, but He gave me 8 in return. This is getting emotional wow
Anyway, i had the time of my life last Friday. We finally gathered together (WHICH I MUST SAY WAS SO HARD TO GET A DECENT DATE AND AGREE ON WHAT TO EAT) and broke fast together and had a sinful night - sebab tak pergi tarawikh HAHAAH HAIH MY FRIENDS WHAT DID WE DO. There were heck a lot of drama to be honest. We nearly cancelled it last minute and when i say last minute, 1 hour before maghrib. CRAZy I know
But really alhamdulillah alhamdulillah and alhamdulillah, all with the power of Allah, we still met.
These 8 humans are really a gift in my life. I might sometimes hate them, because the lack of communication we do, me - the one who is always like talking to myself in our group chat haha
and sometimes i feel like we won't stay together till we're old- with our grandchildren (jauh fikir) but, deep down of course i still love them. And of course i stll put hope in our friendship. I really hope we stay together forever guys.
From graduations, to engagements, bridal showers, weddings, aqiqah anak (IM LAUGHING WHILE WRITING THIS) and eventually till jannah *inserts finger hearts*
If any one of the 8 reads this, tahniah. You found my secret hiding place.
hides under blanket
