" Oooh i want to hate that person. Ok gonna hate her/him"
It's something that comes to you just like that without even being informed.
You just hate him/her naturally.
I'm someone who can clearly hate/ dislike someone whether it is because of her/his attitude or
he/his you-did-something-to-me thingy.
I know. I should not hate someone just because.
But sometimes,
When i meet this someone, for the first time,
deep in my heart, while everyone else is happy for the new kid or wtv,
I'll be telling myself,
" She/He is so gonna find problem with you. She/he is gonna do something that will ruin your life"
LOL.
I know it's weird. But, until now, my feelings are kinda right.
I've met this one girl that when i saw her, i literally knew something will go wrong.
I KNOW. I KNOW THAT FIRST IMPRESSION IS CRUCIAL. YOU MUST NOT JUDGE SOMEONE AT YOUR FIRST MEET. BUT I JUST CAN'T.
My hearts just seems to know something.
I'm trying to be close with her. Because whether i like it or not, I need to.
I feel sinful for hating her. Yet, i can't treat her the way i treat my other friends.
Huhu
Everyone likes her. On the other hand, i am not so keen of her.
I just can't // -__-\\
Dear you,
Sorry but deep down, i still can't forget what you did to my friendship.
Literally, my life.
But thank you for making me wake up and grow.
Alhamdulillah though for everything that happens.
I just need to calm down and fix my emotion.
WOW, that's a relieve.
it's like ice-- melting.
:)
