That feeling . . .

That one feeling.
The feeling of loving someone -- family, friends, crush? Eh. Hahaha


But then, you feel like stabbing them, strangling them,
punching them on the face till their nose bleed,
bite their arm, kick them with the last step of stage 1 BASED,
put poison in their drinks, trip them over with your leg  sabotage their belongings
and. . .  and, the list goes on.


I have felt that feeling.
I am feeling it.
And I truly hate it.
Urgh.


But something realized me.
Be patient.


It's a test from Ar-Rahim.
Are you patient enough huh ?


Not only this kind of situation.
Others too.


Hating this person for no reason.
Not doing well in class.
People back-stabbing you.
Feeling not well.
How hard Add maths is.
Family problems.
Personal issues.
ETC.




I know. It's hard to be patient.
Plus, people around you aren't giving any support.
Saying,

" be patient, be patient ".

When they aren't in our shoes.
They aren't going through what you are going through.


. . .


I don't know. Even I am struggling  facing  my problems.
What a teenage life huh?


I just believe that,
Sabr is the key.


May Allah bless and ease us all : )